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föstudagur, ágúst 23, 2002

:: Hel 8/23/2002 04:22:00 e.h.

Well the plot thickens, the childhood friend invited me to a party tonight. Its her birthday it seems. I want to go, might be interesting to meet some new people, and moreover she is still friends with several of the girls from our class... hmm, i am curious to see how they turned out. And since i didn´t fit in back then, will i not fit in today?



:: Hel 8/23/2002 04:12:00 e.h.

Well, the wierdest thing happened. I ran into a friend from my childhood and teenage years. I guess we were 18 when we lost contact. It was wierd seeing her all of a sudden couse i have no contact at all with anyone from those years. It brought back memories, and im glad that i could just simply remember what it was like and not be bitter at all.



:: Hel 8/23/2002 04:06:00 e.h.

Yep, those lyrics are meaningful to an aspect of something in my life at the moment. And this one is really good


miðvikudagur, ágúst 21, 2002

:: Hel 8/21/2002 08:18:00 e.h.

ATWA
Hey you, see me, pictures crazy,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
I've got, nothing, to gain, to lose,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,

You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore.

Hey you, are me, not so pretty,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
Silent my voice, I've got no choice
All the world I've seen before me passing by,

You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore
I don't see, anymore,
I don't hear, anymore,
I don't speak anymore,
I don't feel.

Hey you, see me, pictures crazy,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
I've got, nothing, to gain, to lose,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,

You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore
I don't sleep, anymore,
I don't eat, anymore,
I don't live anymore,
I don't feel.



:: Hel 8/21/2002 06:38:00 e.h.

Fell asleep while reading in the library. The guy that´s working at the counter is a bit cute, hmm i guess im not really concentrating very well!


þriðjudagur, ágúst 20, 2002

:: Hel 8/20/2002 03:07:00 e.h.

I have been reading this support group from time to time, its mostly people in the US. but i still find it helpful.



:: Hel 8/20/2002 03:04:00 e.h.

I cant wait untill next week, then there are no exams and papers to hand in and i get some money.. eheh hopefully i´l get some money anyway. A lot of the single moms i know are feeling very worn down these days. (Me included) Our special and wonderful children take their toll so to speak. But i still fell sorry for the fathers that don´t get to have them as much as us moms do. They dont know what they are missing. Or maybe they do?


sunnudagur, ágúst 18, 2002

:: Hel 8/18/2002 11:42:00 e.h.

I havent talked to Frederik in while. I miss that. I´m afraid that it will be hard to keep him close, i mean it is not easy to be close friends when living far apart



:: Hel 8/18/2002 11:37:00 e.h.

Hmmm , my mind is rambling with so many thoughts that i dont really know what i´m feeling. I had a dream that i was in a house with my ex and others, and for some reason i had been wading in water and my pants were soaking wet, but only up to the knees. I remember thinking about the sound that the wet pants made when i was running.
Then yesterday i dreamt that a was riding in a speedboat of some kind, going really fast . Water and the ocean... something about the subconscious im sure...



:: Hel 8/18/2002 11:32:00 e.h.

Una went to pick blueberries with her granny today, then she prepared desert for her brothers with the blueberries.



:: Hel 8/18/2002 11:26:00 e.h.

Ahh its typical Úlfur, starting something and then moving on to something else, but at least he´s never bored. Always doing something, he likes to use flash to make animation. Me and the kids get a kick out of this site, Úlfur says this is all made with flash


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